tmr's halloween. trick or treat?

everything has been happening too fast for me to handle. that tragic day, it rained. perhaps someone up there knew how upset all of us were. it hurts to see people crying. esp people you care for. yongjin and kelvin (although i know you guys prob wont be reading this), take care okay? although you shrug it off and pretend that you're okay, vowing to get into the honour roll next yr. i looked at sheri, and we were at a loss for words. kelvin, my pri sch fren until now. i cannot accept it. all the way from pri 3 until now, you've been in the same school, sometimes same class as me. why does life have to make a fool out of all of us? please, make me understand.
before i could recover, i was dealt another blow. my worst nightmare came true. i saw keli crying, and then everyone started crying. i think i scared quite a number of people when i ran into the loo with my tear-streaked face. dearest keli and jinyu, dont be scared. we are here for you. regardless of what has happened, stay strong okay? :)

life goes on.
so tell me, why am i still not letting go?
it is possible to appeal for promotion right?
right?

i'm SO in the mood for BEN&JERRYS right now.